shannysuntanny
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Day 45 June 1, 2022
Slept six hours I slept off and on last night I kept waking up I think I had bad dreams, But with the trazodone I can’t tell whether I dream or not. I just felt like I had nightmares! Ran downstairs and got my phone at 5:30 AM. I have my phone until 630 and…
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Day 37 May 24,2022
“We loose the fear of making decisions, great and small; that we realize that should our choice be wrong we can, if we will, learn from experience.” – Bill W *My Family Scuplt Today Slept 5.5 hours, it’s 3:30 AM I have so much anxiety, not even the anxiety meds seem to be helping. They…
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Day 43 May 30,2022
I slept 5 1/2 hours. It’s 3:40 AM I’m exhausted and tired, sad, anxious, nervous, and depressed! I feel I feel like I just got here to Desicion Point all over again, with all the unknowing, as when I just arrived. I am not nervous to leave here. It is easy to not want to…
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Day 35 May 22, 2022
Slept eight hours it’s 4:50 AM 10 days left and so much to do. One thing at a time, Shannon! Today is our foe anniversary. The day Mike and I exchanged our vows formally in front of friends and family. I wore a gorgeous dress and everything was perfect… Caterers, cake, music! I was gorgeous,…
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Day 34 May 21, 2022
“There is no scarcity of opportunity to make a living at what you love; there is a scarcity to make it happen.” – Wayne Dryer Step five. Five hours and it’s 3:40 AM. Last night was so peaceful! I went over to Avni’s apartment for about two hours. She made pizza and we just watched…
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Day 32 May 19, 2022
I slept 7 1/2 hours feels great. It’s 5:40 AM so yeah a little bit late. Was supposed to work out, but too much to do since I slept in so late today. Apartment clean, laundry started. Tracie has strep throat so I am super careful in our apartment. 8:20 AM to 8:50 AM daily…
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April 10 through April 17
I think I slept but maybe only a little bit cut me off my drunken haze all I can remember is that I slap my son don’t do a huge argument with my husband tried to run away from the police and was arrested.I was in a jail cell with three other women I’ll talking…
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My Journey to Recovery And Finding Myself
My posts are raw and so personal. All of my entries are true Heartaches and triumphs of my recovery. I destroyed my beautiful life, broke my loving husband and shattered my beautiful little boy. I will recover. I have hope that not all is lost. I am stronger than I think.. I like my friend…
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Day 14 May 1, 2022
I slept six hours it’s 4 AM. The AA meeting was fun last night. I love you was there it was great to see her! The staff purchase pizza and wings from Domino’s. I have been craving fast food, badly so that was a welcome treat. The meeting was a zoom meeting with the lady…
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Day 11 April 28, 2022
“Healing is slow for a reason.” -Jacqueline Whitney I slept 5.5 hours. I’m still upset about Mike, but there’s nothing I can do except love myself right now. I miss my son! I won’t get to see him on Mother’s Day which breaks my heart. Nor will I get to see him his eighth grade…
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Day 10 April 27, 2022
“The couples that are meant to be Are the ones who go through everything That’s designed to tear them apart And come out stronger.” – Unknown It’s 4:30 AM I’ve slept six hours. I’m watching Joyce Meyers with Mary. They moved me last night into another apartment because girls are fighting. When I say girls…
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Day 9 April 26, 2022
“…Those interested and perpetuating present conditions are always in tears about the marvelous past that is about to disappear, without having so much as a smile for the young future.” – Simone de Beauvoir It’s 5 AM and I slept from 10 PM to 4 AM so a total of six hours. My personality is…
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Day 8 April 25, 2022
“You were never created to live depressed, defeated, guilty, condemned, ashamed or unworthy. You were created to be victorious.” – Unknown Today is grocery ordering day. We get $90 a week to order groceries. Because it’s a life skill we have to keep within our budget and order enough food to eat for the week.…
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Day 7 April 24, 2022
“ I would rather go through life sober, Believing I am an alcoholic, Then go through lifeDrunk trying to convince myself I am not.”-Anonymous (It may be anonymous, but… It really sounds like a “Gregsonism”) SOUPER SUNDAY With the one and only Gregson Went to bed at 9 AM and woke up at 3:47 AM…
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DAY 6 April 23, 2022
“It does not matter how slow you go as long as you don’t stop.” – Confucius Slept 6.25 hours. They are giving me trazodone 100 mg to sleep trazodone is a low-grade depression medication it is also used for sleep and higher dosages by the time it is 730 to 8 PM anxiety depression, overwhelming…
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Day 5 April 22, 2022
4:30 AM I just woke up and had a cigarette and made a cup of coffee. Only slept 6.5 hours. I had hope yesterday, but not last night. I said so many prayers. I must admit the inevitable. I’m getting a divorce. I will never see my son. My world as I know it is…
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Day 4 April 21, 2022
“Recovery is not for people who need it it’s for people who want it.” – Unknown Daily Focus How am I feeling mentally? A little bit better – still getting overwhelmed feeling How am I physically? Healthy How am I spiritually? HopingHoping What is my goal for the day? Trying to focus What is my…
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Day 3 April 20, 2022
“I know you’re tired, I know you feel like giving up, but you’re not going to. You know why? Because you are strong. And when you survive all the shit your addiction has put us through You can survive recovery.” – Anonymous Daily Focus How am I feeling mentally? Sad and broken stills How am…
Faith in Me, Hope for My Future & Love of My Life 