Shannon
Coon

My Journey to Recovery And Finding Myself

My posts are raw and so personal. All of my entries are true Heartaches and triumphs of my recovery. I destroyed my beautiful life, broke my loving husband and shattered my beautiful little boy. I will recover. I have hope that not all is lost. I am stronger than I think..

I like my friend (me) for what it is in her (my) heart, not for the way she (I) does (did) things. – Sandra K Lamberson

  • Day 107 August 1, 2022

    Narcotics anonymous just for today basic text page 7 “our addiction enslaved us. We were prisoners of our own mind and were condemned by our own guilt. “ Guilt is one of the most commonly encountered stumbling blocks in recovery. One of the more notorious forms of guilt is the self-loathing that results when we […] Read more

  • Day 106 July 31, 2022

    Didn’t sleep last night but that’s OK got a few things many actually accomplished. Still need to write Mike a letter and Connor another two letters. How am I feeling mentally? Still riveted from last night How am I physically? I look good in that great How am I spiritually? Not well What are my […] Read more

  • Day 105 July 30, 2022

    Regular inventory just for today basic text 42 “continuing to take a personal inventory means that we form a habit of looking at ourselves our actions attitudes and relationships on a regular basis. “ Taking a regular inventory means is a key element in our new pattern of living. In our addiction, we examine ourselves […] Read more

  • Day 104 July 29, 2022

    Just for today narcotics anonymous expectations basic tax 32 “as you realize or need to be forgiven, we tend to be more forgiving “ Our behavior toward other people in our life as a mayor of our behavior toward ourselves. When we demand perfection of ourselves we come to demand it from others around us, […] Read more

  • Day 103 July 28, 2022

    I don’t know where I missed a date or a day but somehow I did. So we are a little bit more ahead than we thought. Acknowledge your fears by Melody Beattie Morning meditation at 6:45 AM what are my fears? I’m living in fear and fighting through my fears right now. What the fuck! […] Read more

  • Day 100 July 27, 2022

    “We believe our one time good characters will be revived the moment we stop drinking alcohol “– anonymous Good morning, Shannon! Happy 100th day sober today! Well no one knows no one’s here to celebrate with me I go to work today from 1:30 to 10:30 PM at Lowe’s. I know I haven’t done it […] Read more

  • Day 107 August 1, 2022

    Narcotics anonymous just for today basic text page 7 “our addiction enslaved us. We were prisoners of our own mind and were condemned by our own guilt. “ Guilt is one of the most commonly encountered stumbling blocks in recovery. One of the more notorious forms of guilt is the self-loathing that results when we […] Read more

  • Day 106 July 31, 2022

    Didn’t sleep last night but that’s OK got a few things many actually accomplished. Still need to write Mike a letter and Connor another two letters. How am I feeling mentally? Still riveted from last night How am I physically? I look good in that great How am I spiritually? Not well What are my […] Read more

  • Day 105 July 30, 2022

    Regular inventory just for today basic text 42 “continuing to take a personal inventory means that we form a habit of looking at ourselves our actions attitudes and relationships on a regular basis. “ Taking a regular inventory means is a key element in our new pattern of living. In our addiction, we examine ourselves […] Read more

  • Day 104 July 29, 2022

    Just for today narcotics anonymous expectations basic tax 32 “as you realize or need to be forgiven, we tend to be more forgiving “ Our behavior toward other people in our life as a mayor of our behavior toward ourselves. When we demand perfection of ourselves we come to demand it from others around us, […] Read more

  • Day 103 July 28, 2022

    I don’t know where I missed a date or a day but somehow I did. So we are a little bit more ahead than we thought. Acknowledge your fears by Melody Beattie Morning meditation at 6:45 AM what are my fears? I’m living in fear and fighting through my fears right now. What the fuck! […] Read more

  • Day 100 July 27, 2022

    “We believe our one time good characters will be revived the moment we stop drinking alcohol “– anonymous Good morning, Shannon! Happy 100th day sober today! Well no one knows no one’s here to celebrate with me I go to work today from 1:30 to 10:30 PM at Lowe’s. I know I haven’t done it […] Read more