My Journey to Recovery And Finding Myself
My posts are raw and so personal. All of my entries are true Heartaches and triumphs of my recovery. I destroyed my beautiful life, broke my loving husband and shattered my beautiful little boy. I will recover. I have hope that not all is lost. I am stronger than I think..
I like my friend (me) for what it is in her (my) heart, not for the way she (I) does (did) things. – Sandra K Lamberson
I’m just sad today. Michael’s trying to engage in conversations and I just can’t. He tries really hard to be uplifting and upbeat I just I just can’t engage. Read more
So after I got dropped off by The paramedic my old friend Michael picked me up and loaded my stuff in the back of his SUV and we sat and talked for a bit then we went and had coffee and he dropped me off so I could take the parenting class. Sitting in the… Read more
At least I have all my vitamins. I have a couple Kratom pills. I took two of them trying to stabilize my mood I won’t be able to see the psych nurse until the 15th or 17th I can’t remember so I can get my medication refilled. tonight’s the house meeting and I have to… Read more
Finally got paid. So I could go get a rental car. Mike’s attorney said I couldn’t pick up my computer and laptop on that day as they weren’t available. Still trying to get my phone from Tracie but I can’t seem to get a hold of her. So I’m on my way to Mesa to… Read more
Woke up at 5 AM. Abigail‘s alarm had been going off for some time – and it was time for me to get up to – I suppose! I need to get a few things done I’ve called Avni and Tracie that needed to be done. I need to unload the dishwasher and reload the… Read more
So here I sit in a hotel room in Ashfork without a phone to get a ride anywhere. I need to get my shit together. I feel like I did when I moved to San Diego. Constantly helpless. If it wasn’t bad luck I’d have no luck is what my friends used to say to… Read more
I’m just sad today. Michael’s trying to engage in conversations and I just can’t. He tries really hard to be uplifting and upbeat I just I just can’t engage. Read more
So after I got dropped off by The paramedic my old friend Michael picked me up and loaded my stuff in the back of his SUV and we sat and talked for a bit then we went and had coffee and he dropped me off so I could take the parenting class. Sitting in the… Read more
At least I have all my vitamins. I have a couple Kratom pills. I took two of them trying to stabilize my mood I won’t be able to see the psych nurse until the 15th or 17th I can’t remember so I can get my medication refilled. tonight’s the house meeting and I have to… Read more
Finally got paid. So I could go get a rental car. Mike’s attorney said I couldn’t pick up my computer and laptop on that day as they weren’t available. Still trying to get my phone from Tracie but I can’t seem to get a hold of her. So I’m on my way to Mesa to… Read more
Woke up at 5 AM. Abigail‘s alarm had been going off for some time – and it was time for me to get up to – I suppose! I need to get a few things done I’ve called Avni and Tracie that needed to be done. I need to unload the dishwasher and reload the… Read more
So here I sit in a hotel room in Ashfork without a phone to get a ride anywhere. I need to get my shit together. I feel like I did when I moved to San Diego. Constantly helpless. If it wasn’t bad luck I’d have no luck is what my friends used to say to… Read more
Faith in Me, Hope for My Future & Love of My Life 