My Journey to Recovery And Finding Myself
My posts are raw and so personal. All of my entries are true Heartaches and triumphs of my recovery. I destroyed my beautiful life, broke my loving husband and shattered my beautiful little boy. I will recover. I have hope that not all is lost. I am stronger than I think..
I like my friend (me) for what it is in her (my) heart, not for the way she (I) does (did) things. – Sandra K Lamberson
Woke up at 5 AM. Went to bed at 10 PM. Worked yesterday for American made in Prescott cleaning houses so I can pay for Sustany house rent I needed something because I really like it here. I feel safe. Safe like I did it Decision Point. The owner is so amazing! she actually got… Read more
Arrived at Sustany Sober Living at 6 PM on August 23, 2022. Michael drove me here after doing some errands. I needed to get my laptop and passport and Social Security card from Mike’s attorneys office, and I needed to get my things from the Oxford house. Oxford house was a fiasco. They wouldn’t give… Read more
Quotes are written down to inspire me… Read more
I got the job at Kohl’s Dash store support lead! I am fucking stoked – job doesn’t start for two weeks those September 6! So I need something in the meantime. I need to call Sustany Sober Living and see what they will say! IOP is said as soon as I can drive or find… Read more
Monday morning at the campsite with Michael. I need to figure out my life. I can’t live like this. I have a job interview, my second, with Kohl’s and Prescott Valley. I hope I can get it and that Dave Seymour calls me back. I need to get another Sober Living. I need a job,… Read more
I’m just sad today. Michael’s trying to engage in conversations and I just can’t. He tries really hard to be uplifting and upbeat I just I just can’t engage. Read more
Woke up at 5 AM. Went to bed at 10 PM. Worked yesterday for American made in Prescott cleaning houses so I can pay for Sustany house rent I needed something because I really like it here. I feel safe. Safe like I did it Decision Point. The owner is so amazing! she actually got… Read more
Arrived at Sustany Sober Living at 6 PM on August 23, 2022. Michael drove me here after doing some errands. I needed to get my laptop and passport and Social Security card from Mike’s attorneys office, and I needed to get my things from the Oxford house. Oxford house was a fiasco. They wouldn’t give… Read more
Quotes are written down to inspire me… Read more
I got the job at Kohl’s Dash store support lead! I am fucking stoked – job doesn’t start for two weeks those September 6! So I need something in the meantime. I need to call Sustany Sober Living and see what they will say! IOP is said as soon as I can drive or find… Read more
Monday morning at the campsite with Michael. I need to figure out my life. I can’t live like this. I have a job interview, my second, with Kohl’s and Prescott Valley. I hope I can get it and that Dave Seymour calls me back. I need to get another Sober Living. I need a job,… Read more
I’m just sad today. Michael’s trying to engage in conversations and I just can’t. He tries really hard to be uplifting and upbeat I just I just can’t engage. Read more
Faith in Me, Hope for My Future & Love of My Life 