My Journey to Recovery And Finding Myself
My posts are raw and so personal. All of my entries are true Heartaches and triumphs of my recovery. I destroyed my beautiful life, broke my loving husband and shattered my beautiful little boy. I will recover. I have hope that not all is lost. I am stronger than I think..
I like my friend (me) for what it is in her (my) heart, not for the way she (I) does (did) things. – Sandra K Lamberson
Love has 100 gentle ends. – Leonora Speyer Letter’s Never Sent: Dear Loves, It’s the first day and I made it. I did it. Making the commitment. I will write you both Every night to tell you about my day. I know you’ll never read my letters, but I’m hoping one day they will be… Read more
“…I was taught that the way of progress is neither swift nor easy.” Marie Curie I slept three hours it’s now very early in the morning 428 to be exact is when I woke up. The sleep machine or white noise machine it helps but not enough. I woke up with the overwhelming and heavy… Read more
The pain of love is the pain of being alive. It’s a perpetual wound.”– Maureen Duffy No sleep. Wrote a letter to Mike for him when he picks up the F350. I left went to Walgreens pick up Mascara and arrived at 10 am to check myself in to an In-Patient Treatment Facility. There is… Read more
On April 9, 2022, started out as a great day. I woke up early. Started watching the home edit. Mike woke up and we watched it together had some coffee. Connor got a mic made that poor kid watch an episode because it was about organizing. He has a 13-year-old boy organization is not a… Read more
Love has 100 gentle ends. – Leonora Speyer Letter’s Never Sent: Dear Loves, It’s the first day and I made it. I did it. Making the commitment. I will write you both Every night to tell you about my day. I know you’ll never read my letters, but I’m hoping one day they will be… Read more
“…I was taught that the way of progress is neither swift nor easy.” Marie Curie I slept three hours it’s now very early in the morning 428 to be exact is when I woke up. The sleep machine or white noise machine it helps but not enough. I woke up with the overwhelming and heavy… Read more
The pain of love is the pain of being alive. It’s a perpetual wound.”– Maureen Duffy No sleep. Wrote a letter to Mike for him when he picks up the F350. I left went to Walgreens pick up Mascara and arrived at 10 am to check myself in to an In-Patient Treatment Facility. There is… Read more
On April 9, 2022, started out as a great day. I woke up early. Started watching the home edit. Mike woke up and we watched it together had some coffee. Connor got a mic made that poor kid watch an episode because it was about organizing. He has a 13-year-old boy organization is not a… Read more
Faith in Me, Hope for My Future & Love of My Life 