Shannon
Coon

My Journey to Recovery And Finding Myself

My posts are raw and so personal. All of my entries are true Heartaches and triumphs of my recovery. I destroyed my beautiful life, broke my loving husband and shattered my beautiful little boy. I will recover. I have hope that not all is lost. I am stronger than I think..

I like my friend (me) for what it is in her (my) heart, not for the way she (I) does (did) things. – Sandra K Lamberson

  • Day 152 September 15, 2022

    Giving up some control in allowing someone else to take the reins and just relax. I have a really hard time with that and I think for the most part that’s what’s gotten me in the most trouble. I stopped drinking but I seem to have fucked everything up more than I did when I […] Read more

  • Day 151 September 14, 2022

    So I’ve been doing a lot of thinking on how I wanna approach this conciliation. I don’t even know if Mike will say anything to me. Or if you have more demands or if you won’t offer anything at all. I have to be OK with this. I texted my mom today and told her […] Read more

  • Daya 150 Five Months Today September 13, 2022

    A lot of crazy things have happened. Apparently yesterday I was supposed to show up to the hearing but I had no documentation that I needed to be at the temporary orders hearing. So it was dismissed. I will redo it. I called an attorney that applied to my case on a website for lawyers. […] Read more

  • Day 137 September 1, 2022

    Good morning it’s a new month and great things will happen! My letters are written and my job is set up! I’m ready for work September 6, 2022! I must tell Jenna today! She has a friend and I don’t want to lie to her. I have to memorize a seven step poem for Sustany […] Read more

  • Day 135 August 30, 2022

    Sitting at Valero behavioral health. I came in today to enroll in classes and luckily I’m already going through their intake process. So that’s great I’m signing up for therapy, EOP which stands for extended outpatient program, and a psychiatrist. I’m so excited to get some things accomplished I wanted to. I didn’t know how […] Read more

  • Day 131 August 26, 2022

    Woke up at 5 AM. Went to bed at 10 PM. Worked yesterday for American made in Prescott cleaning houses so I can pay for Sustany house rent I needed something because I really like it here. I feel safe. Safe like I did it Decision Point. The owner is so amazing! she actually got […] Read more

  • Day 152 September 15, 2022

    Giving up some control in allowing someone else to take the reins and just relax. I have a really hard time with that and I think for the most part that’s what’s gotten me in the most trouble. I stopped drinking but I seem to have fucked everything up more than I did when I […] Read more

  • Day 151 September 14, 2022

    So I’ve been doing a lot of thinking on how I wanna approach this conciliation. I don’t even know if Mike will say anything to me. Or if you have more demands or if you won’t offer anything at all. I have to be OK with this. I texted my mom today and told her […] Read more

  • Daya 150 Five Months Today September 13, 2022

    A lot of crazy things have happened. Apparently yesterday I was supposed to show up to the hearing but I had no documentation that I needed to be at the temporary orders hearing. So it was dismissed. I will redo it. I called an attorney that applied to my case on a website for lawyers. […] Read more

  • Day 137 September 1, 2022

    Good morning it’s a new month and great things will happen! My letters are written and my job is set up! I’m ready for work September 6, 2022! I must tell Jenna today! She has a friend and I don’t want to lie to her. I have to memorize a seven step poem for Sustany […] Read more

  • Day 135 August 30, 2022

    Sitting at Valero behavioral health. I came in today to enroll in classes and luckily I’m already going through their intake process. So that’s great I’m signing up for therapy, EOP which stands for extended outpatient program, and a psychiatrist. I’m so excited to get some things accomplished I wanted to. I didn’t know how […] Read more

  • Day 131 August 26, 2022

    Woke up at 5 AM. Went to bed at 10 PM. Worked yesterday for American made in Prescott cleaning houses so I can pay for Sustany house rent I needed something because I really like it here. I feel safe. Safe like I did it Decision Point. The owner is so amazing! she actually got […] Read more