Faith in Me, Hope for My Future & Love of My Life

Monday morning at the campsite with Michael. I need to figure out my life. I can’t live like this. I have a job interview, my second, with Kohl’s and Prescott Valley. I hope I can get it and that Dave Seymour calls me back. I need to get another Sober Living. I need a job, a place to live, and forget about my family as they have forgotten about me! I can’t believe they will not help me at all. My dad actually told me to go to a homeless shelter. Seriously! Nothing like saying your only child is a loser. Michael is being pretty gracious considering he doesn’t have to help me out. Just sitting on hold with Blue Cross Blue Shield and my medication list since my medication list. Since my medication‘s were stolen from my lock box. It’s a lot frustrating I need to work on my blog – badly. I need to get to the courthouse and library badly. I have so much to do and barely a way to do it. Had a job interview for the store support lead, SSL, position it’s an admin position. I really hope I get it – this job will be awesome if I do! So I need a job and a place to say and I’d probably need IOP again. I told the court system I would do IOP and I want to hold true to that I just don’t know how I’m going to get to and from.