Faith in Me, Hope for My Future & Love of My Life

“If he didn’t need you in your absence then he never Needed you when you were present. “

I slept 2 1/2 hours. I’m not as tired as he would think for only sleeping 2 1/2 hours. My anxiety is through the roof! Black and white checkered flag through the roof. I stayed up until 2 PM and woke up at 4:30 AM.

My Daily Focus

How am I feeling mentally?

Stressed, sad, alone

How many physically feeling?

My stomach hurts, my body is just anxious

How my spiritually?

I keep praying so much I feel like I should at least get to meet God by now

One of my goals for the day?

As usual many

What is my affirmation/greatness/gratitude?

My son you are my greatness!

Today a Hummingbird landed on me. It was brief and it shocked me, but nonetheless it dead. Maybe it’s a hummingbird that’s my spirit animal. “When a hummingbird visit to you whether in a dream or real life, known to be a harbinger of good news they can also mean that brand new and unpredictable joys are moments away “www.onthefeeder.com

I wonder what that means exactly. I always attribute hummingbirds to my grandmother, as she love them so, maybe that means she’s watching over me and guiding me! I definitely need some good news right now or at least positive energy playing a special tune in just for me.