Day 57 June 13, 2022

Slept 6 hours last night. I’m so sad today and I can’t handle the sadness. I miss them both so badly childcare expenses! 

Seemingly irrelevant decisions and triggers are related. 

Mike replied to the e-mail and we are over. Completely over. I can’t believe he keeps threatening me with my parents. I am so determined to end this life. I don’t want to be an active participant anymore. I want to be done! There’s just nothing left! I just want my husband and son I want the life I have with them I don’t want another one! 

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