Slept 6 hours last night. I’m so sad today and I can’t handle the sadness. I miss them both so badly childcare expenses!
Seemingly irrelevant decisions and triggers are related.
Mike replied to the e-mail and we are over. Completely over. I can’t believe he keeps threatening me with my parents. I am so determined to end this life. I don’t want to be an active participant anymore. I want to be done! There’s just nothing left! I just want my husband and son I want the life I have with them I don’t want another one!