I’m a wife. I’m a mom. I found my way to a bottle vodka, I binge drink. My husband found it almost every time. I broke his heart, Iand broke my own heart, and I broke a little boys. I’m trying to recover be a better person and deal with duality of alcoholism and Bi-Polar disorder. Mania and depression can hurt. I am finding me every single day the girl I was and the girl I want to continue to be.