Faith in Me, Hope for My Future & Love of My Life

May 23, 2022 My Dark Addiction

shannysuntanny

By Shannon Coon

The day before true shattered house

Glass of which did it become

Thought it solid, brick and strong

Hurting broken, bleeding death

Nothing saved, salvage nor trust

Dirty, nasty, grimy, grotesque

Disgusted lost living ghost

Reclusive mood, concealed soul

wasted depleted, shell of life

Twisted distorted confusing mess

Belief system deflective, addiction

Parenting, parents love dismissed

Husband, wife, son vanished

Indefinitely reversed, Longing Perversed

Thinking repairable, hopeful gone

Ridiculous apologetic with no affirm

Alone today, will discover tomorrow

I life refused by my own abuse

Spirit gun being nonexistent

Forsaken, injured, goodbye

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shannysuntanny

I’m a wife. I’m a mom. I found my way to a bottle vodka, I binge drink. My husband found it almost every time. I broke his heart, Iand broke my own heart, and I broke a little boys. I’m trying to recover be a better person and deal with duality of alcoholism and Bi-Polar disorder. Mania and depression can hurt. I am finding me every single day the girl I was and the girl I want to continue to be.

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