Day 42 May 29, 2022

My Daily Focus

How am I feeling mentally?

Good and anxious because I don’t know anything and I leave on Wednesday

How am I feeling physically?

I had a great work out with Avni

How am I feeling spiritually?

Connected

What are my goals for the day?

Trying to figure out what anyone knows and why wasn’t I told on Friday

Affirmation/Gratitude/Greatness?

Welcome to the family Lauren

Just for Today – May 29

“We believe that our Higher Power will take care of us” Basic Text, p. 55

We all have times when it seems as though our lives are falling apart. There are days, or even weeks, when it seems that everything that can go wrong is going wrong. Whether it’s the loss of a job, the death of a loved one, or the end of a relationship, we doubt that we’ll survive the changes taking place in our lives.

It’s during the times when the world is crashing down around our ears that we find our greatest faith in a loving Higher Power. No human being could relieve our suffering; we know that only God’s care can provide the comfort we seek. We feel broken but we go on, knowing that our lives will be repaired.

As we progress in our recovery and our faith in our Higher Power grows, we are sure to greet the difficult times with a sense of hope, despite the pain we may be in. We need not despair, for we know that our Higher Power’s care will carry us through when we can’t walk on our own.

Just for today: I will rely on God’s care through the painful times, knowing that my Higher Power will always be there.

Another miserable debate among everyone over God, higher power or whatever!!

SOUPER Sunday…

Worrying about things that could happen…

We did this really cool exercise or meditation rather. I tried to do the leaves but I was left in the rapids and grasping onto rocks is Connor and Mike yelled for me to come back. I almost fell into a waterfall. I then changed positions on the mat and was crawling up rocks towards them with the leaf going down the waterfall and Mike and Connor further away I stopped meditating because that shit wasn’t letting go dash of the leaf yes so I suppose it did that for us but I still felt icky. The Led Zeppelin song that was playing ended – thank goodness. I’ll try it again at meditation AA meeting on Tuesday – I pray for a better result.I tried to do the leaves but I was left in the rapids and grasping onto rocks is Connor and Mike yelled for me to come back. I almost fell into a waterfall. I then changed positions on the mat and was crawling up rocks towards them with the leaf going down the waterfall and Mike and Connor further away I stopped meditating because that shit wasn’t letting go dash of the leaf yes so I suppose it did that for us but I still felt icky. The Led Zeppelin song that was playing ended – thank goodness. I’ll try it again at meditation AA meeting on Tuesday – I pray for a better result.

Avni and I walk back to residential she baked a pizza which was yummy. I colored a page for Avni which is still not done and I’m leaving soon. Then med pass. Then back to walking to the Center for creative expressions, hopefully my last time. We didn’t do anything but laugh our asses off Aiden Avni Lauren and I. I just put the casserole in the oven I made yesterday I’m starting on pasta salad for the barbecue and potluck for memorial day tomorrow.

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