Unknown dated letter And uncompleted letter to my Husband

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Destruction. Crashing realities exploding in imperfect landings. Ouch. It’s my heart that’s breaking, for these have been my fantasies and my world. – Mary Casey

Letter’s Never Sent:

Dear Mike,

I sit here holding hope but I know there isn’t any. Thank you for not serving legal papers to me while I’m here. I know divorce, restraining orders, and whatever else are coming. I hope I wish, keeps me going however I know the inevitable is coming. You are done I wish I could go back in time, I wish I could change what happened. You and Connor are my world.

Please find a wonderful woman to love you and my son more than I could hope for.

I don’t know where I will go after this, but I know you don’t give a shit…

Published by shannysuntanny

I’m a wife. I’m a mom. I found my way to a bottle vodka, I binge drink. My husband found it almost every time. I broke his heart, Iand broke my own heart, and I broke a little boys. I’m trying to recover be a better person and deal with duality of alcoholism and Bi-Polar disorder. Mania and depression can hurt. I am finding me every single day the girl I was and the girl I want to continue to be.

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