Faith in Me, Hope for My Future & Love of My Life

Unknown dated letter And uncompleted letter to my Husband

shannysuntanny

Destruction. Crashing realities exploding in imperfect landings. Ouch. It’s my heart that’s breaking, for these have been my fantasies and my world. – Mary Casey

Letter’s Never Sent:

Dear Mike,

I sit here holding hope but I know there isn’t any. Thank you for not serving legal papers to me while I’m here. I know divorce, restraining orders, and whatever else are coming. I hope I wish, keeps me going however I know the inevitable is coming. You are done I wish I could go back in time, I wish I could change what happened. You and Connor are my world.

Please find a wonderful woman to love you and my son more than I could hope for.

I don’t know where I will go after this, but I know you don’t give a shit…

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shannysuntanny

I’m a wife. I’m a mom. I found my way to a bottle vodka, I binge drink. My husband found it almost every time. I broke his heart, Iand broke my own heart, and I broke a little boys. I’m trying to recover be a better person and deal with duality of alcoholism and Bi-Polar disorder. Mania and depression can hurt. I am finding me every single day the girl I was and the girl I want to continue to be.

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